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    • CommentTimeFeb 1st 2005
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    Eh what the hell, might as well start one as well :P

    Tuesday, February 01, 2005[/b:3da2b531fc]


    Today I woke up at 9:30 or so and took a shower! I had no hot water so it kinda sucked :/... After I got out, I went over to my cousin's house next door, and we played Rainbow Six 3 for awhile. I came home around 11:00 and had to baby-sit my brothers and my sister because my mom went to Mesa for an interview. Around 12:00 I went to Arbys for lunch, which was daaaaaaaaaaamn good! Came home and started downloadin' Collision Course! I tried it the other night but the connection was lost, and it stopped right in the middle of it! Alright well thats it for today, until tomorrow, Later
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    • CommentTimeFeb 3rd 2005
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    Thursday, February 03, 2005[/i:cfae9e808b][/b:cfae9e808b]


    Well, yesterday was tons of fun! I woke up at 7:30 :/, so I was draggin' heels all day. I went down to my friend's at 8:00 and we fixed a horse corral, cleaned out four pig pens, shoveled a SHIT-LOAD of shit, and repaired three quads and worked on his grandfather's F-250's transmission. When we finished it was about 3:30 (I came home at 1:00 for a little while and went back). When I got home my mom called my into the kitchen, so I immediately knew I was in trouble :roll: . She told me that I did not tell her that that pharmacy called and said her prescription was in, because she wanted it by the end of the day. She told me that I was grounded... And on top of all of that, she couldn't ground me this weekend, no, she said I was grounded next weekend... I was SO pissed off because I was supposed to go down and see Bsf for her birthday right? Well, we argued and screamed at each other for awhile (which we never do, I was just really mad...) and finally she caved and said it can be the weekend after (it can't be during the week 'cause I have work...)! I was so frigen relieved. You see, I usually never argue with my mom because she's like, always right, but I just could not let Diana down. So I got my way ::D: ::D: :P:P:P!!! Anyway, I got online after the altercation, and downloaded a couple new songs. After I got offline, my ex-girlfriend calls, just what I needed. I talked to her until around 5 and then hung around till Diana called and we talked till about 3:00 and after that I just crashed I was so god damn tired.
    Today was less eventful. I woke about 10:00 and it took me a half hour to get out of bed. Right after that, my friend calls and says he needs me to come down and work for awhile. *sigh* At this point I didn't think I could so shit for work. But I went, and we arrived to a whole fresh batch of horse shit. We shoveled it all up in a record time of 30 minutes and spread it out along the bottoms of all the trees so they won't keel over before they blossom. We got done about quarter-after one o'clock, and I came home and got online. I talked to a whole bunch of people today. Seriously, there was like 22-23 windows open! My 'Puter got pissed at me and told me to close some windows... After I got off, I helped my cousin baby-sit my younger siblings till my mom got home from work at 5:30. I got a call from Diana's friend but that was short. She was asking me if I was told about some guy named David...? So, my mind starting thinking... :roll: ... But i'm sure it's nothing. Then she called me back at 9. And after that I just got online and so here I am! Tomorrow I have to get up at 8:00 so pull weeds so my uncle can put skirting on his house, then at 8:30 I have to go back to work at my friend's again. PLUS, Tomorrow Is The Most Important Day Of The Year!!!!!! ITS MY BABY"S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy for her! I wish so bad that I could be there with her on such a special day but, unfortunately, I live 2 hours away and I can't drive... But i'm sure she will manage without me :P! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!

    Ok, until tomorrow, Peace Out Folks! Later *bows and walks out*
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    • CommentTimeFeb 10th 2005
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    Thursday, February 10, 2005[/color:5616dc99fe][/b:5616dc99fe]

    *sigh* Well this last week has been very eventful! Last weekend I watched the Superbowl (even though I disliked both teams), celebrated my birthday (a month late), went shoppin', put in a lot of hours working, got sorta drunk, ate a crap load of food, downloaded a bunch of songs, tried to hack into my ebay account for I lost my password and e-mail, came on here a bunch of times, practiced driving, was asked out by someone i've known for about a year and a half, and hung out with my sister and her boyfriend when they visited on Saturday. During the week it was back and forth between jobs. Between baby-sitting and workin' as a ranch hand, it gets tiring :/... But they are jobs and I gotta keep up my responsibilities, no matter how exhausted I get. Something happened the other day and when I was told about it I freaked out. That added to the not-needed-things list. I didn't just blow it off though. On top of those things, I am going to go take my Driver's Permit test tomorrow (today actually). I'm not really nervous right now. I'm not fully ready to take it but i'm gonna study my ass off tonight and tomorrow morning and hopefully I can pass it on my first try! Wish me luck, Please! I'm 16 but I kinda procrastinated so i'm taking it late :/. Which means there are some people who are younger than me who are going to get there license first! :evil: !!! I'm goin' down to Mesa in about four hours... I'm tired but my mind is buzzing! Between Valentines and seeing Bsf this weekend and my Permit test and being out of school with truancy sweeps across Arizona and work and pressures of getting a real job and keeping a certain someone from doing certain things and baby-sitting and studying for my GED and studying for my license in 6 months and my ex-girlfriend and legal troubles that follow her! Eh... It all builds up! I have no one to confide in constantly and be relieved of stress/troubles. I have my girlfriend of course, but I don't exactly get to talk to her or see her a lot now, let alone able to let out all my feelings and tell her my troubles and have her just listen to me like she's always done. God, I love you baby. You've always been there for me, and hopefully you always will! My relationship is my biggest concern right now. It's not all bad, don't think that. Most of it's good, and i'm glad for that. But the bad stuff still comes. I'm going to see her on Sunday... Will I be able to meet her eye? Will I be able to touch her, hold her like I always have? Will I be able to kiss her and still have that burning passion that we have always shared? I guess so... Maybe things have changed between us? Maybe we won't be able to hold each other every second we are together like before? Maybe we won't go anywhere, instead stand in one spot and stare into one another's eyes, fading away from reality, time freezing, the world all around us disappearing so that we are the only ones left, staring at one another, not whispering a single syllable, but still explaining our love for one another in a million words, standing for what feels like an eternity yet is only a few moments. The same way it was when we first met. God, that was heavenly. Try having every single emotion/feeling inside of you just spark off at once. It is so terrifying but at the same time so incredible. Such a rush. My chest was so tight I could hardly breathe... I knew I loved her. We have our troubles, our little fights. We have our sad moments, annoyed moments, angry moments. But we always make it through everything. That is a small part of what love is. Being able to go from extremely pissed of or overly depressed to grinning from ear-to-ear happy in the blink of an eye. For me, it happens every time. One girl. One person. One entity. One personality. Does all of this to me. To this day it shocks me! It's so over-powering! Every day is a rush! Every second is, "When am I going to talk to her again?" or "I miss her So Goddamn much" or "What can I do to see her again?" or "What is she thinking every second of every day?" or even "How can someone that great, wonderful, perfect, incredible be with someone like me?". So many thoughts, so many questions. It never ends. I hope everything I have said gives you all at least a little taste of what True-NeverEnding-Forever Lasting Love is. Some of you might already know. The rest of you will find out some day. I was just lucky enough to find her so I can spend the rest of my being happy!!! It's started and it's never going to stop!!! She is my everything!!! Now you all know! I will spend the rest of my life declaring my love for Diana E.!! Just remember this was the day you found out that even teenagers, as stupid and immature as some of them might be these days, can love too!! Till next time, I'm Out! Later
    ~~Josh~~
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    • CommentTimeMay 28th 2005
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    Let's see... I got three minutes to write as much as I can. Let's see... This last month I have: Gotten totally shit-faced to the point where I threw up 24 times and almost drowned in my own puke, Got shit-faced again and got caught by the cops and got in deep fucking shit all because kids that I thought were kool snitched us out and now they're gonna get the living fuck beat out of them, Lost my only salvation in life, along with my sanity, my girlfriend who had her friend break up with me for her which was a pussy thing to do but I'm still in head over heels love with her and I want her back but I'm afraid I fucked up way too much this time. Oh I also got into a knife fight with this punk-ass bitch down the straight because he thought I made out with his girl when in fact she was making out with his best friend instead. Fucked him up. Kinda feel bad. *shrugs* I'll get over it. Well my life is a shit hole! How about yours? Can you say military school? YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace out bitches!


    No Im not a fucking wigger >:o

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